I had absolutely NO idea what I was opening myself up to when I began journaling my big sky life in Montana during the early 1990’s. The most I’d hoped to gain from it was a moment of light at the end of a good cathartic release.
What I did gain, however, far exceeded my limited perspective at the time for, unbeknownst to me, those releases were adding up. And they were adding up to something worth the work and the wait.
To remember emotionally triggered events for the purpose of writing them down is to re-live those heightened emotions and whatever baggage those experiences bring with them. It isn’t for the faint hearted, yet, I could not stop. My emotional body, once allowed to freely express itself for the first time ever in an uncensored format, wasn’t about to be shut down until it was done speaking its part.
So the journaling went on for about 15 years as one emotionally charged memory would trigger another memory which would trigger another memory, and so on. Suffice to say, I stuck with it as long as I needed to and then one day I was simply done ... with the journaling part anyhow.
The next act in my personal passion play - what I call the integration and healing process – has been ongoing, and has seen many failed performances with maybe an occasional standing ovation. Frankly, I don’t think the process of spiritual evolution ever ends, but it does seem to get a little smoother with depth in understanding, acceptance+surrender, and a deep commitment to becoming a sovereign being.
When it comes to my emotional triggers anymore, I stop and pay attention. Then I DELETE, because I equate these emotional triggers to short-circuiting computer programs – programs that have been continuously installed and updated over lifetimes courtesy of social engineering and other manipulative methods for the purpose of mind control. During World War II, Mengele and his Nazis called a version of this MK Ultra.
Elements of mind control programming are so deeply imbedded throughout our global social structures, the majority have no idea just how programmed and played they’ve been. Myself included.
I now consider my triggers to be my friend. They alert me in a most uncomfortable way when it’s time to delete a corrupted mind program that no longer serves my highest and best.
Removing beLIEf mind programs from the subconscious are, in my experience, the pathway to true sovereignty since it is the function of these programs to interfere and override who and what we truly are. Humanity has been so programmed that far too many can be emotionally triggered to fight to the death to defend a programmed beLIEf without ever questioning why they beLIEve what they beLIEve. Again, BeLIEf = Program.
Archetypes are programs. ALL Religion is a program. Fear, greed, scarcity, lack, narcissism, guilt, anger, violence, martyrdom, workaholism, suffering, superiority, discrimination, competition, value, worth, power, prestige, status, judgement, free will, anything that divides and separates humanity = ALL PROGRAMS.
The only thing that can override the negative programming that is designed to override us is intention and a compassionate heart rooted in Universal LOVE. Yet, even the concept of love has been hijacked. The 3D matrix has been programming humanity with its shadowy version of what love is supposed to look like for millennia and twisted it into something dark and unnatural. Most of us don’t even know what real love feels like, let alone that it can only begin with compassionate love of self.
Much gratitude goes to MK Ultra survivor Cathy O’Brien and her generosity in sharing how she began de-programming from a life rooted in trauma-based mind control. She began with journaling, years of heavy journaling. Sound familiar? Thank you for the trigger, Montana.
With the work and the wait, after years of journaling and even writing a book about it, I can clearly see that Living The Big Sky Life was the subconscious start of my conscious de-programming process. It can also be an opportunity, for those who dare, to witness the deconstruction of a programmed psyche, meltdowns and all. End of program.
© by DK King