I had absolutely NO idea what
I was opening myself up to when I began journaling my big sky life in Montana
during the early 1990’s. The most I’d hoped to gain from it was a moment of
light at the end of a good cathartic release.
What I did gain, however, far
exceeded my limited perspective at the time for, unbeknownst to me, those
releases were adding up. And they were adding up to something worth the work
and the wait.
To remember emotionally
triggered events for the purpose of writing them down is to re-live those
heightened emotions and whatever baggage those experiences bring with them. It isn’t
for the faint hearted, yet, I could not stop. My emotional body, once allowed
to freely express itself for the first time ever in an uncensored format, wasn’t
about to be shut down until it was done speaking its part.
So the journaling went on for about
15 years as one emotionally charged memory would trigger another memory which would
trigger another memory, and so on. Suffice to say, I stuck with it as long as I
needed to and then one day I was simply done ... with the journaling part
anyhow.
The next act in my personal passion
play - what I call the integration and healing process – has been ongoing, and has
seen many failed performances with maybe an occasional standing ovation. Frankly,
I don’t think the process of spiritual evolution ever ends, but it does seem to
get a little smoother with depth in understanding, acceptance+surrender, and a deep
commitment to becoming a sovereign being.
When it comes to my emotional
triggers anymore, I stop and pay attention. Then I DELETE, because I equate
these emotional triggers to short-circuiting computer programs – programs that
have been continuously installed and updated over lifetimes courtesy of social
engineering and other manipulative methods for the purpose of mind control. During World War II, Mengele
and his Nazis called a version of this MK Ultra.
Elements of mind control programming are so deeply imbedded
throughout our global social structures, the majority have no idea just how programmed
and played they’ve been. Myself included.
I now consider my triggers to
be my friend. They alert me in a most uncomfortable way when it’s time to delete
a corrupted mind program that no longer serves my highest and best.
Removing beLIEf mind programs from the subconscious
are, in my experience, the pathway to true sovereignty since it is the function
of these programs to interfere and override who and what we truly are. Humanity
has been so programmed that far too many can be emotionally triggered to fight to
the death to defend a programmed beLIEf
without ever questioning why they beLIEve
what they beLIEve. Again, BeLIEf = Program.
Archetypes are programs. ALL Religion
is a program. Fear, greed, scarcity, lack, narcissism, guilt, anger, violence, martyrdom,
workaholism, suffering, superiority, discrimination, competition, value, worth,
power, prestige, status, judgement, free will, anything that divides and
separates humanity = ALL PROGRAMS.
The only thing that can override
the negative programming that is designed to override us is intention and a
compassionate heart rooted in Universal LOVE. Yet, even the concept of love has
been hijacked. The 3D matrix has been programming humanity with its shadowy version
of what love is supposed to look like for millennia and twisted it into
something dark and unnatural. Most of us don’t even know what real love feels
like, let alone that it can only begin with compassionate love of self.
Much gratitude goes to MK Ultra survivor Cathy O’Brien and her generosity in sharing how she began de-programming
from a life rooted in trauma-based mind control. She began with journaling, years
of heavy journaling. Sound familiar? Thank you for the trigger, Montana.
With the work and the wait, after
years of journaling and even writing a book about it, I can clearly see that Living The Big Sky Life was the subconscious start of my conscious
de-programming process. It can also be an opportunity, for those who dare, to witness
the deconstruction of a programmed psyche, meltdowns and all. End of program.
LTBSL |
© by DK King
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